When Disaster Strikes...

Today I got the news that my grandparents are still alive but 5 of my relatives passed away in the terrible 7.0 earthquake that destroyed my parents homeland Haiti. I don't know how to feel I just know want to feel numb because everything thing feels bittersweet. I'm grateful for my family and my loved ones, I'm happy with school, I got a new part time job yesterday at a theatre and I'm even off to see a movie now but so many things just don't feel right :(